The beginning (ish)

Hmm I do not even know where to begin; the beginning is dry and the now is confusing. I guess I will start with why I am here. This thought as been in the back of my mind for about a year now but I was too much of a wimp to act on it. You see like many I had a father that preferred being a father only when he felt like it. Think the cliche story of children sitting on their porch waiting for a dad that never shows, that was my childhood. So I laugh when I hear people refer to girls as having "daddy issues" as a reference to their promiscuous ways or excessive partying. I suppose you could say I took the road less traveled if that is what society thinks as "the normal".

So who am I?
I have no effing idea but is suppose I could start with the constants: I am 21 years old and I am female. I have been told I look like the stereotypical girl next door. Then you spend 5 minutes with me. Anyway we will get there so this is me:

So you know me now? You may have a picture in your mind, in all reality I pretty much am just the average 21 year old girl. Here are the exceptions:
I don't really drink
No drugs
No promiscuity

Wait how did this start again? Oh yeah daddy issues. Okay, so no mine are not completely resolved; I just took a different path. This is me:

Strange girl

I want to empower other women to find their strength. What I should say is I started down the traditional daddy issues path but I thankfully I stopped myself. I began to develop a physical strength that transformed my mental strength.

Now you see I also suffered from eating disorders for the majority of my life. I remember literally measuring out my salad, it went that far. Honestly I don't know where this is going or even where I am going, but if I can help 1 woman find her strength through my experiences, it will all be worth it.

Rock on xoxo